All of my teachers have said to make friends with the mind. It can not be said enough. It has tremendous power. If we can understand the power of our mind so much can be healed. We are beginning to see how the power of our thoughts creates so much of the reality in our lives. I am in the midst of awe looking now at the reality my mind has created in the recent past. Shoot I want try to straighten my teeth with the power of my mind or lose 20 pounds.
I say this to you on the wonderful event: my dear Brother's 40th birthday. I celebrate with him although he & I are so many miles apart. The truth is that we are closer now than ever ~ Tony has always represented the proof that miracles can & do happen. He was born a boy after 5 girls. He was the 6th child in our family and named after my father . He was gorgeous no really cute the curliest hair dazzling eyes and well just absolutely the best friend a girl could have. Then there was the near fatal car accident when everyone told us he would not make it~
I remember running with him in the park, our imaginations soaring and he'd keep the game going with me even if Amy quit He & Abby could play hard for hours. We were super hero's with capes, & powers or we were witches / warlocks and could do magic. We had the best time ever!
So when we were angry with each other it took a toll on both of us~ I'll admit it I wanted you to do what I felt was best for you & I was wrong. Only you know what is best for you and I really understand that now, very profoundly. I remember you saying to me after the accident that you knew I would never leave you even if everybody else did and that is true. So it hurts me to think you may have felt like I turned my back on you~ I hope you know that I am still that die hard sister but now I have utter faith that you can take care of yourself and your family & even me sometimes. Your mind is incredibly powerful and had overcome great obstacles.
Please know that you have a huge fan in your corner waiting for the next story the next adventure. You are my fabulous brother who I am still running and flying and playing with and will till the last day . Your mind is amazingly powerful and can when focused create a life of great love and great prosperity. Your life is important to me. Please hurry back home as soon as you can! I love and miss you .& always will:)
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Dittos to the happy Birthday. I feel bad that I can't remember much more than the nickname that we gave him BOY. No longer a Boy, we have to call him Man now, I guess. Thank you so much for sharing your fondness for the "brother" left. I would love to hear more of your health memories with that wonderful man in our lives and the other wonderful brother, who is gone now: Abby. Love you!
Do you remember how they would bang their heads and get those knots? There may have been real head damage (LOL). Memories are funny things mixed with emotions . For Abby filled with Big Dreams that died with him. That loss changed the way I dream now. I am guessing it is similar to the loss of a son that you know all too well. So I will dip into that Remember Abby's skin was so dry ~he loved to have his feet rubbed. hmmm O well now i'll weep for a bit then get back to wk.
Love to you Jayne thanks:)
That is the first time I heard that song. It was great. Do you believe that they are making a Disney movie with a Black Princess to come out on my birthday? What a great thing. I'm going to see it.
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